Chapter XIX — Summary

The Awakening by Kate Chopin

Plot Summary

Chapter XIX opens with Edna reflecting on the outburst at the end of the previous chapter—stamping on her wedding ring and smashing a crystal vase—which she now dismisses as foolish and childish. Moving past such futile gestures, she enters a new phase of quiet, sustained rebellion. She completely abandons her Tuesday at-home receptions, stops returning social calls, and makes no effort to manage the household en bonne ménagère. Instead, she follows whatever impulse strikes her, going and coming as it suits her fancy.

The Pontellier Marriage Under Strain

Mr. Pontellier, who had been a courteous husband so long as Edna remained tacitly submissive, is bewildered and then angered by her transformation. He criticizes her for spending entire days in her atelier rather than attending to the family, pointing to Madame Ratignolle as the model wife who pursues music without letting “everything else go to chaos.” Edna’s reply cuts to the heart of the matter: “She isn’t a musician, and I’m not a painter. It isn’t on account of painting that I let things go.” When Léonce presses further, she refuses to explain, telling him simply to leave her alone. He begins to wonder whether she is “growing a little unbalanced mentally,” unable to see that she is in fact becoming herself—“daily casting aside that fictitious self which we assume like a garment with which to appear before the world.”

Art, Memory, and Desire

Left alone, Edna retreats to the bright atelier on the top floor. She works with tremendous energy but produces nothing that satisfies her, enrolling the entire household as models—her boys, the quadroon nursemaid, even the housemaid, whose back and shoulders are “molded on classic lines.” While she paints, Edna hums the air “Ah! si tu savais!”—the song associated with Robert Lebrun and their time at Grand Isle. The melody summons sensory memories of rippling water, flapping sails, moonlight on the bay, and the hot south wind, sending a “subtle current of desire” through her body that weakens her grip on the brushes and makes her eyes burn.

Emotional Extremes

The chapter closes by describing the radical swings in Edna’s inner life. Some days she is ecstatically happy for no reason, her whole being merging with “the sunlight, the color, the odors, the luxuriant warmth of some perfect Southern day.” On those days she wanders alone into unfamiliar corners of the city and finds it good to dream undisturbed. Other days bring a bleak despair in which life appears a “grotesque pandemonium” and humanity seems like “worms struggling blindly toward inevitable annihilation.” On such days she cannot paint or generate any creative energy at all. These emotional extremes mark the deepening of Edna’s awakening—a process that is as destabilizing as it is liberating.